Labour day (01/05)- the day my self esteem was at its lowest.
I became the guinea pig for my sister's little fashion inspiration and the outfit looked great. But I don't.
It took great courage to step out of the house, I'm not even kidding.
On the way to town, I happened to glance up at my reflection in the glass and I was horrified at my image. At that moment, tears welled up and negative thoughts about my appearance flooded my mind.
And that scared me because I see myself as a rather optimistic person.
Within those few minutes, I couldn't think of any reason why anyone wanted to acknowledge me as their friend. "All of God's creation is beautiful."
I tried so hard to believe that but no, I simply couldn't.
and I'm sorry.
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